Thursday, December 22, 2005

Past

The depressing self-pitying habit may lead to ur past.. remembering moments that weren't a part of the perfectness that u always wanted in life..Why is it hard to remember the happiest moments yet so hard to forget the dimmest, depressing moments.. specially the moments when you've lost someone.. the moments that remind you that things never go the way you want them to be.. how many times do we regret so many things in life.. but we fail to realize that there was never any other way, our life was supposed to be the way we lived it.. the maybe-s may have been there but to regret.. to regret is like you are questioning ur past.. the past that cannot be changed.. Things do not happen without our Lord's permission.. why question?! We do have our say in things but then there are soo many things that ALlah decides for us in our best interest.. Hope Iwont regret being ... so many things that I am.. so many things that i've decided to do.. so many things i am not doing..
Ending ona happy note.. life's like that.. enjoy doing whatever you do( in bounds.. ) and have fun!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Flashbacks!!!

Get together... hmmm... brought back so many happy memories from school life.. all those wonderful days, beautiful chilly mornings.. and HOMEWORKS that we used to do in the recess... lol.. all those stupid stuff we did.. remembering all those childish things we wrote to each other, even those stupid autographs that meant soo much but now shows how immaturely innocent we were..lol.( somehow immature doesn't fit here.. we weren't immature but our sentiments were very innocent and childish)
The friends that still mean sooo much though everyone of us is at a different institute.. *sigh*.. I actually what life is from them.. these friends actually taught me how to move ahead in life leaving the Dark and Mysterious self behind...lol.
I guess life has to go on.. u meet some, stick with some and then end up with some.. but then i'm glad i came across all those amazing people in my life.. it wouldn't have been a LIFE without them..

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Lost World

Is it? I mean are we reallly living in a lost world?! just think about it... people don't have any idea where they are heading.. they have lost their values... their thoughts do not go beyong the material world.. the spiritually chaste class is working for money!!.. they don't have a clue to their own identity... they use words of which they don't even know the meaning.. the "cool" factor involves every immoral thing or state a human could achieve.. If u wear clothes that show almost all ur body, u r the fashion DIVA!
I guess we are the lost generation not Generation Y.. Well.. all we can hope for is that people may realize what is the purpose of their lives.. A little directed thinking can do wonders!!!
AAAHHH!!! such optimism.. naeema sure is going to laugh on me!!!